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hrmm.... havent written this for a while...or a while in my books anyways..:P
not a lot going on really. Except The concert was on last monday. It felt AMAZING being on the other side of the CONCERT HALL!!!!!!! hehe im only new to this so i got dead excited by it all, except i was right beside a mic...that wasn't good, especially as i realissed while in soundcheck, and shut up for the rest of the time :oS
I had to say goodbye to L:aura Marie, that was quite hrmm...but i didn't know her that well so...
But seemed to get a lot um...closer to jane. We totally just messed about. With Sean, Emma and we met this guy Ryan, who loves Emma, and sent her a love note, saying "Your my inspiration, and you bring happiness to my otherwise shit world..." or words to that effect. It was unvbelievably sweet.
But When i went on the stage, i was like WOOOOW!!! There was so many like, people. And everyone else was so bloody calm. Like, "Oh yeah, we've done this so many times before," And there's me with the sick feeling and the puddle around me... I don't get nervous playing guitar. Coz thats easy, and i feel great doing that. But in a choir, I get nervous...i have no idea how it works. But i got into the swing of things and it ended up a good performence. Mrs Canon was alright with it. And thats a good sign.
But, as i got back, guess who was angry with me? Yup, me mother. "You have any idea how worried i've been??? Why didn't you phone???" And all the rest. Coz i took a 36 nhome as well, and she was not pleased, after the thing with Jen. No-one is. but i feel ok on a bus, unless i sit upstairs, then i get freaked out. If i sit down, then i'm ok. I try to avid them most times but i couldn't be bothered walking to the train. Bad mistake. I would have seriously been a whole lot...worse if me dad hadn't come into my room that night. I was sitting crying and he came in and asked me how it went. I said good, and he hugged me. i just felt site about getting me mum upset like that. Not a nice thing to do :(
Exams next week, so gettimg geared up for that. Also, Martin made a hate list, and i said put rebecca fergus on it. Then claire said that she thought that i was still mates with her... FUCK!!! i just shook me head, and no other questions asked. To admit she was right, would be admitting that she was right all along, nd although i accept that, i don't like thinking about any of it of HER or what that poor excuse for a human being did.
Anyways thats your lot..
Don't get auld xxXx
not a lot going on really. Except The concert was on last monday. It felt AMAZING being on the other side of the CONCERT HALL!!!!!!! hehe im only new to this so i got dead excited by it all, except i was right beside a mic...that wasn't good, especially as i realissed while in soundcheck, and shut up for the rest of the time :oS
I had to say goodbye to L:aura Marie, that was quite hrmm...but i didn't know her that well so...
But seemed to get a lot um...closer to jane. We totally just messed about. With Sean, Emma and we met this guy Ryan, who loves Emma, and sent her a love note, saying "Your my inspiration, and you bring happiness to my otherwise shit world..." or words to that effect. It was unvbelievably sweet.
But When i went on the stage, i was like WOOOOW!!! There was so many like, people. And everyone else was so bloody calm. Like, "Oh yeah, we've done this so many times before," And there's me with the sick feeling and the puddle around me... I don't get nervous playing guitar. Coz thats easy, and i feel great doing that. But in a choir, I get nervous...i have no idea how it works. But i got into the swing of things and it ended up a good performence. Mrs Canon was alright with it. And thats a good sign.
But, as i got back, guess who was angry with me? Yup, me mother. "You have any idea how worried i've been??? Why didn't you phone???" And all the rest. Coz i took a 36 nhome as well, and she was not pleased, after the thing with Jen. No-one is. but i feel ok on a bus, unless i sit upstairs, then i get freaked out. If i sit down, then i'm ok. I try to avid them most times but i couldn't be bothered walking to the train. Bad mistake. I would have seriously been a whole lot...worse if me dad hadn't come into my room that night. I was sitting crying and he came in and asked me how it went. I said good, and he hugged me. i just felt site about getting me mum upset like that. Not a nice thing to do :(
Exams next week, so gettimg geared up for that. Also, Martin made a hate list, and i said put rebecca fergus on it. Then claire said that she thought that i was still mates with her... FUCK!!! i just shook me head, and no other questions asked. To admit she was right, would be admitting that she was right all along, nd although i accept that, i don't like thinking about any of it of HER or what that poor excuse for a human being did.
Anyways thats your lot..
Don't get auld xxXx