Apr 17, 2005 11:52
well, tomorrow im at school. How shite. That means there are two weeks to the exams and nothing is penetrating anymore. Hrmm... i don't know if ive somehow penetrated too much to revise anymore. Or some invisible barrier is now oin my head preventing me from studying. Invisible barriers in my head. Hehe. Im seriously loosing it today :)
If i knew any better, i would say jen is pissed at something. I don't know what but there is something there thats irritated her.
I got the blur greatest hiots. Wasn't totally sure about it as its not like much i listen to. But bought it anyway, took it home and found out that it was, in fact, incredible :0D. It may be his voice, which is just like a jack-the-lad kinda voice mixed with, at times, some very cool lyrics. And the bassist is nice :)
father is brightining up. YES HE IS HAPPY!!!!!! coz we now have internet, so he is ok at the moment. But Jen tripped over the wire which connects us to the internet, cut us off, and my dad nearly cried. But everything is ok now. He's at work. But he walked in last night, into my room, gave me a big cheesy grin and walked out. He has not done that since.....god...ages so i was happy that he is less stressful. Coz recent times have not been the best for him. In the past...like year, there has been:
me
jenny with her moods
the car broken into and radio/cd player nicked
the internet going funny
mum's case stolen
mums laptop exploding
car stops working altogether.
the whole broadband extraveganza
im sure he had trouble with his job at one point. His old one.
as you can see, not the happiest of lists. And we need a new car, computer, carpet in the hall and all the other crap. Which doesn't come cheap. Which i think has brought him down in the past couple of weeks. but he seems to be happier. Yay :oD
Anyways, i need to phone up the rsamd soon. I tried during the easter hols but some moany wuman put me through to this department and there was no-one in there. So Tomorrow after school hopefully will be the time for that. Failing that, it can be Saturday. I know for a fact people are in the academy on a saturday. I know it. Maybe not them, whoever i've been put through to, but i know that people are there. And that will be hopefully sorted. They'll probably turn me down or something saying "Oh im sorry dear, we only accept people who can actually read music. And know what the notes are. And understand the bass clef. How can you not understand the bass clef?!?!?!" Its bloody akward, thats why!!!!! i tried playing the keyboard along to some of the music books in me house. I done rather well, and never realised how nice a keyboard/pianoey sound could be. But the bass thingy totally threw me off. I didn't know if it was the same notes or whatever. So i gave up on that...and now im praying that all guitar music is on the treble clef. I don't even know if this is the right termonology.. ach...who cares...
well, thats it for this morning. I have to run away and study now. Or stare aimlessly at books while thinking about the meaning of life. That sounds more tempting...hrmm...decisions, decisions..
don't get auld xxXx