End of Week 5: Start of August
Tomorrow marks the last day of July.
June and July have been wonderful months. CCO trip, jixun, CCOyouthday gathering + bbq, all the stress amidst the exams, chionging for concert, then RGCOconcert07. These two months have been really fulfilling, enjoyed myself thoroughly, thought through a lot of things as well, became emotionally stronger, became closer to alot of people, etc.
The coming month marks another new beginning.
CCA, can say its officially over starting from August.
Had a great term as lyfe chair, learnt alot, esp. in my sec 3 year. I started out not knowing what to do at all, but picking up the momentum during getwild. 2007 marks a new teacher ic, someone whom I am not familiar to working at all. Miss mstan quite a bit, afterall my lyfe was spent 3 years with her. 2007 was hectic, events after events, projects and projects. It was so busy that none of us dared to initiate anything. Overall, I really enjoyed this process, and really thanks alot to Shusi, Lanya, Kuoying, Sipei and the rest of LYFE. Because we are such a small cca, everyone matters, and everyone plays a part. Thanks alot! (: Without you guys, lyfe is really nothing.. (thanks to mrlim and mstan too!) Jinyu, I am sure you will do a great job as LYFE chair. Have the confidence in ya! Yitian, Sunying, Shiying, Lydia and Sheryl, you guys jiayou together too!
CO. These two letters, speaks of overflowing passion and love. This year was great, and I really enjoyed working with Qianqian and Mel and the rest of CO. Qian is such a great chair that it makes supporting her a really pleasant job. And she probably knows me inside out as well, because shes the one that I showed my weaknesses to. From starting out together for organising farewell, to recruiting sec 1s, to syf, to CCN, to concert; all the memories <3! Passing on the responsibilities after this month, to my next vicechair. Whoever she is, I am sure she will do a great job supporting the chair and leading the CO. (:
Part of my life is gone. And August beckons,
Academics and much more hardwork on that part.
EYAs are in around 2 weeks from tomorrow onwards, which means starting to mug. My last lap in RGS, before moving onwards to options, then Higher Chinese O levels, and then saying syonara to rgs. The last 2 weeks of official school term, no more CCA to distract me or give me the excuse if I score below average.
CCO starts Aug12 too. Managing studies and those long Sunday pracs. I wonder am I even needed in the first place. And I wonder would I really enjoy the pracs till sept concert.
Things can never be the same anymore, starting from August.
And for myself, I chose to forget starting from August. If things work out, maybe not. Hope can lead you to great things, but at the same time it can erode and destroy. For now, August is the new beginning, erasing certain memories of June and July, and letting me start anew. Emerge as a better, stronger and newer individual; becoming more courageous in alot of aspects. Suddenly, courage just seems so important. Because I used to be so afraid in the past, I escaped alot. I never really found the root to the problems, I only knew how to tell myself to face up. But it all lies within your personal courage, for you to overcome everything and pick yourself up. Actually, escaping does not seem like a bad thing to me now haha. Wonder if you will gain that courage too, and that sensitivity one day. Just glad some people stepped into my life, and impacted me that much. But its time to stop myself from taking off with those wings, just step on that cold solid ground and walk my path for this time. I dont have the heart to diminish that entire flame. But it was reignited once again before, but this time it wont be that easy anymore. Its just indifference, and nonchalence. Its time to learn how to let go; I realised I am a person who doesnt know how to do that at all. Thats why my periods of withdrawal are so prolonged.
Thanks for all those opportunities and blessings for those past 3 + years. August, another phase of my life looms head.
(Did I say I get easily affected by emotional songs? Sigh joyce, this is your fault for sending me that super nice emo serial music. >< Haha Joking. (: )
June and July have been wonderful months. CCO trip, jixun, CCOyouthday gathering + bbq, all the stress amidst the exams, chionging for concert, then RGCOconcert07. These two months have been really fulfilling, enjoyed myself thoroughly, thought through a lot of things as well, became emotionally stronger, became closer to alot of people, etc.
The coming month marks another new beginning.
CCA, can say its officially over starting from August.
Had a great term as lyfe chair, learnt alot, esp. in my sec 3 year. I started out not knowing what to do at all, but picking up the momentum during getwild. 2007 marks a new teacher ic, someone whom I am not familiar to working at all. Miss mstan quite a bit, afterall my lyfe was spent 3 years with her. 2007 was hectic, events after events, projects and projects. It was so busy that none of us dared to initiate anything. Overall, I really enjoyed this process, and really thanks alot to Shusi, Lanya, Kuoying, Sipei and the rest of LYFE. Because we are such a small cca, everyone matters, and everyone plays a part. Thanks alot! (: Without you guys, lyfe is really nothing.. (thanks to mrlim and mstan too!) Jinyu, I am sure you will do a great job as LYFE chair. Have the confidence in ya! Yitian, Sunying, Shiying, Lydia and Sheryl, you guys jiayou together too!
CO. These two letters, speaks of overflowing passion and love. This year was great, and I really enjoyed working with Qianqian and Mel and the rest of CO. Qian is such a great chair that it makes supporting her a really pleasant job. And she probably knows me inside out as well, because shes the one that I showed my weaknesses to. From starting out together for organising farewell, to recruiting sec 1s, to syf, to CCN, to concert; all the memories <3! Passing on the responsibilities after this month, to my next vicechair. Whoever she is, I am sure she will do a great job supporting the chair and leading the CO. (:
Part of my life is gone. And August beckons,
Academics and much more hardwork on that part.
EYAs are in around 2 weeks from tomorrow onwards, which means starting to mug. My last lap in RGS, before moving onwards to options, then Higher Chinese O levels, and then saying syonara to rgs. The last 2 weeks of official school term, no more CCA to distract me or give me the excuse if I score below average.
CCO starts Aug12 too. Managing studies and those long Sunday pracs. I wonder am I even needed in the first place. And I wonder would I really enjoy the pracs till sept concert.
Things can never be the same anymore, starting from August.
And for myself, I chose to forget starting from August. If things work out, maybe not. Hope can lead you to great things, but at the same time it can erode and destroy. For now, August is the new beginning, erasing certain memories of June and July, and letting me start anew. Emerge as a better, stronger and newer individual; becoming more courageous in alot of aspects. Suddenly, courage just seems so important. Because I used to be so afraid in the past, I escaped alot. I never really found the root to the problems, I only knew how to tell myself to face up. But it all lies within your personal courage, for you to overcome everything and pick yourself up. Actually, escaping does not seem like a bad thing to me now haha. Wonder if you will gain that courage too, and that sensitivity one day. Just glad some people stepped into my life, and impacted me that much. But its time to stop myself from taking off with those wings, just step on that cold solid ground and walk my path for this time. I dont have the heart to diminish that entire flame. But it was reignited once again before, but this time it wont be that easy anymore. Its just indifference, and nonchalence. Its time to learn how to let go; I realised I am a person who doesnt know how to do that at all. Thats why my periods of withdrawal are so prolonged.
Thanks for all those opportunities and blessings for those past 3 + years. August, another phase of my life looms head.
(Did I say I get easily affected by emotional songs? Sigh joyce, this is your fault for sending me that super nice emo serial music. >< Haha Joking. (: )