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Well, I for one have to say that I'm not "giving up" on life. Just mainly for the record. I'm not like that. "What are you going to do?" Eirik asked me. "I just keep on moving forward." Which is what I do. I have SCD and dammit, that's a lot. And wouldn't dare drop the ball on my readers. They've been a lifesaver for me whether they realize it or not.
As for Keith - that was the STUPIDEST thing I have EVER thought and I can't believe I actually even typed that out. That entire post was nothing but dribbling 'woe is me' bullshit that just kept daisy-chaining its way to the ultimate end. Yes, Keith isn't moving as fast as I am in life but christ, we're 20! And I need to realize that. Why in the hell would I break up with someone I love so much? Why the hell would I even think that was a way out? Because I wanted stability so bad. I want so badly right now to have something to grab a hold of that won't go away. I got down so low that I thought even he was gonna get ripped out from underneath me when instead he would be the one thing that would be guaranteed to be there. So yeah, completely disregard that.
Shit happens. My life sucks some severe ass right now and I swear God's pointing a finger and laughing at me as I run in circles. But I have to move on... Just don't expect me to be happy about it.
As for Keith - that was the STUPIDEST thing I have EVER thought and I can't believe I actually even typed that out. That entire post was nothing but dribbling 'woe is me' bullshit that just kept daisy-chaining its way to the ultimate end. Yes, Keith isn't moving as fast as I am in life but christ, we're 20! And I need to realize that. Why in the hell would I break up with someone I love so much? Why the hell would I even think that was a way out? Because I wanted stability so bad. I want so badly right now to have something to grab a hold of that won't go away. I got down so low that I thought even he was gonna get ripped out from underneath me when instead he would be the one thing that would be guaranteed to be there. So yeah, completely disregard that.
Shit happens. My life sucks some severe ass right now and I swear God's pointing a finger and laughing at me as I run in circles. But I have to move on... Just don't expect me to be happy about it.