Jan 12, 2005 05:18
Summary of the things that have happened in the past six months:
- Kicked out of Art Institute
- Neon sent into guardrail
- Caught Camaro on fire
- SCD hosting racked up a wonderful debt on my credit card
- Diagnosed with brain tumor
- flown to Houston to find out the brain tumor was dead but I have epilepsy
- Lost job due to morning seizures
- Had to drop out of community college due to health complications
- Lost apartment because of the above and had to move back to San Angelo
- Apartment complex trying to charge $1800 for not giving 60day move-out notice even though lease ended
- Rally the 78 Camaro's head gasket is blown and she now barely runs. Second kid I've lost this year.
- Shelby's head gasket just found out is bad AFTER it was signed over to my name
- Computer gets infected with 10 viruses at once - luckily nothing was lost
- Found out the Daytona which I treated like it was my kid is probably irrepairable and I'll never be able to drive it
- Lost out on moving to Denton because I can't commit to a 1yr lease because of my health
- Stuck in San Angelo about to take a fulltime position which means I'm probably never getting out of here
- About to break up with Keith since he can't seem to move forward with his life and I don't know where either one of us is going anymore
If I didn't have SCD I would officially as of today have nothing. I've lost my job, lost my cars, lost my home. I've lost my life.
What's left to lose? Where do you go from here?
And then when you figure that out tell me why bother.