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The weather today was awesome...though it's tense to drive through when lightning is less than a mile away from my car...I love storms
Anyways met up for dinner with Dixie and my parents...that was absolutely rediculous...(sigh)
so much crap has been going through my head lately...I totally need the spotless mind...eternal sunshine...why hasn't anyone invented brainwashing yet?
I feel betrayed...which is stupid because nothing has changed I'm sure...I just plain DON'T KNOW...because I have NO ANSWERS....I feel left out and forgotten and super pathetic and very needy....it's all so stupid...someone just take me out back and shoot me.....pitiful
Anyways met up for dinner with Dixie and my parents...that was absolutely rediculous...(sigh)
so much crap has been going through my head lately...I totally need the spotless mind...eternal sunshine...why hasn't anyone invented brainwashing yet?
I feel betrayed...which is stupid because nothing has changed I'm sure...I just plain DON'T KNOW...because I have NO ANSWERS....I feel left out and forgotten and super pathetic and very needy....it's all so stupid...someone just take me out back and shoot me.....pitiful