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Last night i lost my grasp on reality. I went pretty insane. Today i registered at redondo. It cant be that bad but i am pretty sad i didnt get to go to costa. We hung out at Randy's motel room all day pretty much and wasted away. The shittiest feeling is wanting to want something so perfect and trying to forget about wanting something you cant ever have. Ive been thinking about being happy, and why sometimes im not. It's all in my head, i am to emotional to deal with shit sometimes. Guys are a pain in the ass.