My new obsession(s)
Halo 2 on Xbox live will indeed ruin my life, but somehow I'm okay with that.
But my new obsession is with my bike. Yeah if you've known me for a while you already know I'm obesessed with cycling, but finally I've finished my fixed gear road conversion, its beautiful. Honestly, fixed gear makes riding so much more fun. Today I rode for an hour in the rain. I woke up wanting to ride. We finished her last night (Kris and I that is) and rode around for a half hour in a parking lot near our house. It was sweet.
I'm enjoying this period of my life, I'm learning so much about myself, and others. I have great friends and a great job. Speaking of my job one thing I've learned about myself is that I have a fear of failing. Everything I do I worry wasn't good enough or that I messed up in some way, or that I could have handled a situation better.
In many ways this is a good thing, because I am always striving to be the best, but on the other hand it hurts when I'm not the best.
Poly is going great, and everyone has said it, it has been recognized by Marah, the Poly staff, parents, everyone, so now I feel this great pressure to keep up the good work and always feel like I'm falling short. Then I give up and let things slide and slip and everything goes to hell...or at least it feels that way. Anyway I'm going to go see if I can't find something to do tonight.
But my new obsession is with my bike. Yeah if you've known me for a while you already know I'm obesessed with cycling, but finally I've finished my fixed gear road conversion, its beautiful. Honestly, fixed gear makes riding so much more fun. Today I rode for an hour in the rain. I woke up wanting to ride. We finished her last night (Kris and I that is) and rode around for a half hour in a parking lot near our house. It was sweet.
I'm enjoying this period of my life, I'm learning so much about myself, and others. I have great friends and a great job. Speaking of my job one thing I've learned about myself is that I have a fear of failing. Everything I do I worry wasn't good enough or that I messed up in some way, or that I could have handled a situation better.
In many ways this is a good thing, because I am always striving to be the best, but on the other hand it hurts when I'm not the best.
Poly is going great, and everyone has said it, it has been recognized by Marah, the Poly staff, parents, everyone, so now I feel this great pressure to keep up the good work and always feel like I'm falling short. Then I give up and let things slide and slip and everything goes to hell...or at least it feels that way. Anyway I'm going to go see if I can't find something to do tonight.