so thats it
I can't believe i'm on summer vacation right now. its very...surreal? i'm done with senior year? when did senior year even start? i'm a little dissapointed- senior year is cracked up to be so much and then in a flash, it ends.
but on the other hand, i didnt want to let go yesterday. while reading certain entries in my yearbook, my eyes started to well with tears. not because my friendships are over, but because it will be different. i know i should be excited for everyone, and i am- really. i just can't imagine replacing some people. i know i won't "replace" them, but i will be in a new city with new people for four years and i'll have to do something to occupy my time. i can't imagine not seeing my best friends everyday. i can't even imagine not seeing my class friends everyday. i can't imagine having a funny story and running to look for you and then realizing you won't be there. it's not the high school system or education i'll miss, it's who i am now and it's all of you.
but on the other hand, i didnt want to let go yesterday. while reading certain entries in my yearbook, my eyes started to well with tears. not because my friendships are over, but because it will be different. i know i should be excited for everyone, and i am- really. i just can't imagine replacing some people. i know i won't "replace" them, but i will be in a new city with new people for four years and i'll have to do something to occupy my time. i can't imagine not seeing my best friends everyday. i can't even imagine not seeing my class friends everyday. i can't imagine having a funny story and running to look for you and then realizing you won't be there. it's not the high school system or education i'll miss, it's who i am now and it's all of you.