lovely evening!
Tonight was such a lovely evening. Ray, Abby, and Andrea cooked us a delicious multi-course meal and we enjoyed the feast with champagne and wine. everything was precious and i had a great time. everyone dressed up nicely too! when andrea and ray did their toasts to the group and started tearing up, things definately started hitting me. they were so sad to leave everyone. its weird that we have 6 days of high school left and only a few months left together. zurawin joined in at the perfect time and said "no. we have forever".
i know so many people going to UT but it still feels like i'm going alone. abby and dre made me feel so much better knowing that they'll need me as much as i'll need them just in case next year. i can have fun with them and random dance parties (hannah too!) were absolutely the best (even if will peter and becca were totally scared)! i'm glad they'll be at UT. i'm so excited but sad to leave. my friends are probably the only thing that holds me back from being extra excited, because i know how awesome UT will be. but we need to do nice dinners more often; i'm a fan.
also, theres another part of happiness in my life that i'll just have to straight give up. i'm so happy, but then theres like a dark cloud in the backdrop. its awesome being happy but crappy knowing you can't keep it forever.
for more pictures and details about the lovely toast, see the LJ of yellowsurfboard
i know so many people going to UT but it still feels like i'm going alone. abby and dre made me feel so much better knowing that they'll need me as much as i'll need them just in case next year. i can have fun with them and random dance parties (hannah too!) were absolutely the best (even if will peter and becca were totally scared)! i'm glad they'll be at UT. i'm so excited but sad to leave. my friends are probably the only thing that holds me back from being extra excited, because i know how awesome UT will be. but we need to do nice dinners more often; i'm a fan.
also, theres another part of happiness in my life that i'll just have to straight give up. i'm so happy, but then theres like a dark cloud in the backdrop. its awesome being happy but crappy knowing you can't keep it forever.
for more pictures and details about the lovely toast, see the LJ of yellowsurfboard