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is anybody out there
does anybody see
that when the lights are off, something's killing me
i know it seems like people care
cause they're always around me
but when the day is done
and everybody runs
who will be the one to save me from myself
and not ashamed to see me crawl
who's going to catch me when i fall
catch me when i fall - by ashlee simpson
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because only i understand what i'm talking about....
so tell me again, how did i get here? i don't know which way is forward, i don't know which way is backwards. everything was done and everything was said but i can't tell my lefts from my rights. i know where i came from but the journey is a blur. it's like a car accident. everything happened so fast. you're driving down a street you think leads to somewhere, but really it only goes no where. next thing you know someone is running a stop sign and you come crashing together. breaks are slammed, gasps are taken, glass breaks and doors crush. all you hear are the words ohmyGod, ohmyGod, ohmyGod reasonating in your head. then you're standing on the sidewalk and the sixteen policemen and firemen swarm around you trying to clean up the mess that was made. so now you're here wondering what happened. all the comforts and warm touches of home are miles away and you can't find it. but really, do you want to be home? home is where the heart is and where the memories are stored. the good, the bad, the hellish and malicious. you built that home, foundation and all, one brick at a time with all your heart, with all your soul. and then that dreary kansas night, a tornado blew through and all your heart and all your soul came crashing down. so, dorothy, it doesn't matter how you got here. the question is: where do you go now?
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vereor non posterus, ploro non perteritus.
who wants to get a tattoo with me? c'mon quit being a little girl!
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five (of the many many) reasons why my family is fabulous:
1. my dad likes to skydive.
2. no matter how grown up i act, i'll always be my brother's baby sister. =D
3. my mom used to dress me up like a china doll and take pictures.
4. my youngest uncle is only a year older than me.
5. grandpa on my dad's side looks like an OG.
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i'm waiting for someone to send me the rest of the wedding pictures, so for now, you'll just have to live with another teaser:
