Nov 10, 2003 18:48
Mysticmotion215 [6:38 PM]: YO
Trancehead 9 [6:38 PM]: yo
Mysticmotion215 [6:38 PM]: COME HANG OUT
Trancehead 9 [6:38 PM]: who's this?
Mysticmotion215 [6:39 PM]: oh duh, no wonder why u answered :P
Mysticmotion215 [6:39 PM]: monica.
Trancehead 9 [6:39 PM]: which monica?
Mysticmotion215 [6:39 PM]: thanks.
Mysticmotion215 [6:39 PM]: your old friend monica
Trancehead 9 [6:40 PM]: philly?
Mysticmotion215 [6:40 PM]: um. yes.
Trancehead 9 [6:40 PM]: oh ok
Mysticmotion215 [6:40 PM]: thanks for inviting me to your crush :(
Trancehead 9 [6:40 PM]: lol
Mysticmotion215 [6:41 PM]: what
Mysticmotion215 [6:41 PM]: i mean it
Mysticmotion215 [6:41 PM]: you said we were still friends, but u dont act like it man
Trancehead 9 [6:41 PM]: russell doesn't want to see you
Trancehead 9 [6:42 PM]: so there for i could not invite you
Mysticmotion215 [6:42 PM]: why is that
Mysticmotion215 [6:42 PM]: that hurt, thanks.
Trancehead 9 [6:42 PM]: he just doesn't want to be ur friend
Trancehead 9 [6:42 PM]: well i'm just telling you how it is
Trancehead 9 [6:43 PM]: he is a brother in my fraternity and he is entitle to object on the people that attend our functions
Mysticmotion215 [6:43 PM]: thats fine.. if he was ever my friend he would miss me how i miss him, but i guess he never was and ive written it off.... not that it doesnt hurt every day, but you just took me from a 10 to a 2 on the happiness level, so thanks
Mysticmotion215 [6:43 PM]: yes i figured that
Mysticmotion215 [6:44 PM]: but besides that, that doesnt mean u cant ever hang out with me, or does it
Trancehead 9 [6:44 PM]: well you have to understand that u put him threw hell with your mind games
Mysticmotion215 [6:45 PM]: yes luis i know, i know all of it, that doesnt mean i dont think about it every day and cry over it and all that. i know what i did and i know that i deserve it. but i also know why i did that, unintentionally really, bc that is how i deal with things bc i am a p****
Mysticmotion215 [6:46 PM]: i understand all of it and i know that is why u never call me, but that doesnt mean u cant ever hang out with me without him
Trancehead 9 [6:47 PM]: i know but everything i do and everywhere i go i have my fraternity brothers and my roommates with me
Mysticmotion215 [6:48 PM]: ive changed a hell of alot and realized alot of things since last year, and i thought about all that and realized exactly why i did what i did, and i hope one day to be able to explain it, even though it wont justify it, but i know now any letter that i wrote him he would throw in the trash
Mysticmotion215 [6:48 PM]: yeah, i understand.
Trancehead 9 [6:49 PM]: it's one of those things that you can't change and your just going to have to live with it and live with the mistake that you did
Trancehead 9 [6:49 PM]: i'm sorry
Mysticmotion215 [6:49 PM]: it was not just me, and i firmly believe that
Trancehead 9 [6:50 PM]: well blame it on you and russell's chemistry them