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Mariana, I read your journal, and since you disabled comments, I decided to let you know what I think on here. Don't worry I'm not going to tell you it's not like that, or try to change your mind. I just wanted you to know I feel the exact same way. Over the summer Lydia and Amanda did not invite me over once at all. I know for a fact they were at eachothers houses like every single damn day and doing stuff together. I never get invited over to their things, they just leave me out and act like its no big deal. The only reason Emily invited me over the times she did was because I was stupid enough to tell Logan I felt left out. Otherwise, I would not have gone to anyones house over the summer. I only went to Emily's twice, and thats IT! All I did was play tennis, and go sit at home. I don't get it, what is so wrong with me that people don't want to deal with me outside of school. Am I not cool enough? People don't seem to hate me, but they obviously don't really give a damn about me. I hate having to act all happy when I really am depressed and angry at people for just leaving me out. Life is messed up, I want you to know, I'm here for you. Oh well, if all else fails, I turn to tennis, the only thing I really live for. Peace out.