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Well, I'm starting to feel better. I'm doing a lot of driving, and I really enjoy it, I can't wait until I have my real license. But now, on to more serious things. Mariana, I read your journal, and since you disabled comments, I'll just tell you what I think on here. No, I'm not going to say it's not like that or try to change how you think. Actually, I just want to say, I feel the exact same way. This summer, I was not invited to Lydia or Amanda's house once, not even once. The only reason Emily had me over was because I was dumb enough to tell Logan I felt left out. How's that for my best friends. I know for a fact Lydia and Amanda had like 50 sleepovers, and I wasn't part of any of them. When I think about my social life, I really don't have one. People don't call me ever to just talk or to invite me to do something. If I ever want to do something, I have to ask them. Life is messed up, it seems that people like me, maybe even think I'm a cool person, but they don't want to have to deal with me outside of school. It doesn't make too much sense to me, and people wonder why I get lonely and want a boyfriend or something, because my friends don't really care about me. I don't know how I put on a smile when I feel so depressed inside.
Oh well, maybe things will change. Otherwise, I'll just play tennis and consider that my life. Peace out.
Oh well, maybe things will change. Otherwise, I'll just play tennis and consider that my life. Peace out.