Dec 13, 2004 22:44
tonight is my last night home, tomorrow at 5 pm ill be back in coc. they drug test us there, so if anyone wants a 40 bag of coke, ill sell it to you, i need the money, and i cant freaking use it myself, as ive already stated, and i should probably get rid of it anyway.
i think its really funny how people who arent even your friends and who have treated you like shit and havent valued your friendship at all, all of a sudden try to talk to you just because they find your current situation amusing. its like yea im not your friend, i dont care how bad your life is right now, im just bored and would like to hear about it. then when i didnt want to talk about it, i just got laughed at, why would i waste my breath on this stupid fuck? god i really hate people. especially wanna-be bitch indie hipsters. when they arent a bitch. or an indie hipster. at all. people are pretentious and try too hard and it makes me laugh, i hope i get out of coc soon, i weighed myself today, 99 pounds, ohwell, i probably wont get out for a while. SUCKS. but i dont care. i think i can bring my laptop in so yeayeayea, i wonder what lengths theyll go to to monitor what sites im on. oh this is going to be great.
thanks to all my friends for helping me. and im so sorry i never said anything before it was too late.
mmm i like slushies like blue colored and i hope josh didnt get me pregnant, im worried right now but im sure it will be fine. im just being paranoid. it was like 3 weeks ago...ill see ill see