ive been put into circles of care.
yea so i had to delete my journal, my mom sent me to circles of care, i didnt want any of them to find my journal. it really sucks. im back home for two days but then i have to go back into coc for a while. this really sucks its not fair, i dont see why you have to be forced to eat. ive dropped to 101 pounds but it doesnt matter, thats not so underweight im only 5'5", im not dying. its so fucked up. after i stayed up for 3 nights i wanted to do something so i went outside and climbed my roof. i was just playing around so i started stomping on the roof so my mom would hear and she did and it woke her up so she came outside and started yelling at me instead of thinking it was funny. it was really upsetting so i told her i would kill myself if she didnt stop, it wasnt my fault, i just didnt want her to be angry at me, and now all of the stupid fuckers at coc have re-diagnosed me with MANIC DEPRESSION OOOO OOOOO just because they want to make money. anyway, ive been taken out of classes at my high school and i have to finish them when i get out of coc. this sucks so fucking bad, i just want to die.