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ok well i feel bad not updating since my first post but honestly i don't know what to write. everything is .....going... yeah. i'm kinda just lost right now. i've just let things slid. i'm trying to figure things out and try to find the path again but it's gonna take time. time alone. which i don't do too often so it's gonna be hard making time to get alone and just be silent. it's something that i know i have to work on. I need to find God again. i need to see him again. i haven't seen him in a while. i have slipped away because i let myself. and i don't feel him much anymore. i thought i knew what he wanted. and now i'm questioning it. he has given me a passion for something but i don't know what to do with it. so now i sit and wonder what to do and i'm just confused. i don't know how else to explain it i'm just lost. but i'm working on it. trying to understand a little bit more and praying that i can see just a little of him.