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OKay, so I'm being emo and I was reading some of the entries from when I was with Kayla and wow..
I guess I do see how I pushed her away =( I'd give anything to go back and not say all that shit.. I mean, yeah it hurt like hell to know she was with someone else, but you'd think I could have at least enjoyed what we DID have, even if it wasn't much. It was still her, you know? and it's more than I have now. She was, and is, amazing. She's beautiful and she has so much to offer (she just doesn't realize it).
Every entry in here seems to be about Kayla in some way shape or form.. But then again, hasn't it always been about Kayla?
Kayla... if you read this.. I'm sorry for everything I did. I really am.
I guess I do see how I pushed her away =( I'd give anything to go back and not say all that shit.. I mean, yeah it hurt like hell to know she was with someone else, but you'd think I could have at least enjoyed what we DID have, even if it wasn't much. It was still her, you know? and it's more than I have now. She was, and is, amazing. She's beautiful and she has so much to offer (she just doesn't realize it).
Every entry in here seems to be about Kayla in some way shape or form.. But then again, hasn't it always been about Kayla?
Kayla... if you read this.. I'm sorry for everything I did. I really am.