I hate it. As Ashley said "she will probly crawl back to him like a fucking baby" she=me. Yeah, exactly. I have some dignety left. And plus, I thought he was mature. But I guess not. If he pulls shit like that. He runs from his problems. But I am sick of people assuming that this whole dramma thing is about him. It's not. I feel like shit because ( Read more... )

Well, knowing the truth doesn't feel much better either. Knowing that my head was messed with just for fucking fun. I hate being lied to. I'm tired of all the bullshit. I feel like always. Broken, let down, lied to. Why do people think that others have to be tricked to get what they want. I fucking don't care anymore about what ever happens. ( Read more... )

I spent the night at Ashley, we got drunk, it was really cool. I love her alot.But as everyone who has talked to me in the past week might know/guess, I like the same boy as her. He tells me that he loves me, all the blah blah blah bullshit. He is fucking playing with mine, ashleys, and shalls heads. Thats the only way I can see it. Because ( Read more... )

This weekend is starting to sound better and better each day.So far the plans are to buy coke , hang out, get high, HOPEFULLY get some corricidins. But I don't think there is much chance. Zoe said that me , krystal, and nikki are most likely spending the night at her house. That should be fun. We can all get naked and snort coke of eachother!I ( Read more... )

I have updated in a while. And now twice in one day.WoW, this must be you happy day Mr.Stalker sir ( Read more... )

Am i supposed to write all my feelings down here ( Read more... )

me and Koree broke up a while ago. AND NOW ME AND ASHLEY ARE GOING OUT!!!!!WOOT WOOT!!!!!i love her sooo much!!!she is mine, BE JELIOUS! :D ( Read more... )

me and cody broke up. i stoped liking him yesterday, and he stoped liking me today. me and oleg are back on!!!!hehe, and cooter is going out with kara. i like her, she is a cool chick, and i just dont wat him to pull the same thing on her as he did on me and dani ( Read more... )

Here i sit all alone in the dark, just me myself, the glowing moneter and i. OMFG, im so bored. my feet are cold and no one ever coments on my lil gay journal ( Read more... )

i fucking hate school! its so fucking stupid. i tryed to sleep in, but my mom found out and draged me to school. in other words , TODAY SUCKED ( Read more... )