The days get darker and we wait.
its been weeks. I dont feel bad just out of touch. I have actually been pretty busy. I have to get up and go to work in 4 hours. I am still awake, two beers later. I want to just have the ability to fall asleep when I want. I also want an endless supply of cash. This christmas seriously sucks. Wasnt last christmas awesome?! We had a little party, exchanged stuff, good times. This year, I am broke. I suppose I should be hapy that I am broke becauswe I am actually paying all my bills. Kinda sucks though. Best present so far:
I got to work yesterday, walked back to the Demo station to say hi to Nate, one of my fave coworkers/awesome dj. He told me he had a present for me. He pulled a bag off the shelf and handed it to me. it had a sticky note on it that simply said, "Anna, we Love you! (Heart) the Woolners" Inside the back was a brand new pair of Black on Black chuck taylors. I cried.
Sometimes I am reminded by something so small that I am HERE. That i am here for a reason. Not to get presents, but to be with these people. I dont feel like I deserve it, this life that I have had. I have had a great last two years and have only suffered mild consequences to wrongs i've done. At the same time I have made life-long (I hope) freindships. Not everything has gone how I planned it, or how i wanted it to, but here i am.
I only wish My little nephew could be closer. Someday.
I got to work yesterday, walked back to the Demo station to say hi to Nate, one of my fave coworkers/awesome dj. He told me he had a present for me. He pulled a bag off the shelf and handed it to me. it had a sticky note on it that simply said, "Anna, we Love you! (Heart) the Woolners" Inside the back was a brand new pair of Black on Black chuck taylors. I cried.
Sometimes I am reminded by something so small that I am HERE. That i am here for a reason. Not to get presents, but to be with these people. I dont feel like I deserve it, this life that I have had. I have had a great last two years and have only suffered mild consequences to wrongs i've done. At the same time I have made life-long (I hope) freindships. Not everything has gone how I planned it, or how i wanted it to, but here i am.
I only wish My little nephew could be closer. Someday.