The beauty of letting go<3
Weeelll Tuesday i was definately not excited to go to school. after being off for four days...it was pretty hard going back. buuut it was too bad. lazzara kills me...he's soo corney. but i love him. haha. nothing special happend really...just that i was late for math & i was supposed to stay after, but i didn't bc i just wanted to go home & sleep. isn't that horrible? i look forward to going to sleep? and that sleeping is my favorite thing to do? not go out with friends, not dance, or sing or anything else...just sleeping. lol. and how sad is it that a guy ended things with me...bc i would have sex with him? oh...oh well, i'm glad i found out now, and i guess i don't want to be with someone like that anyways. ok...so yeah. i got home and i slept for 2 hrs. i got up & ate and got ready for my concert.
oh before i got ready, my cousin teri called me, and she's like i found a guy for you! lol. She's like i cut his hair...and he's so polite & nice, and cute...and i really think you'll like him. so she got his email & i emailed him b4 my concert. The concert went well....i'm so glad i don't have to play those songs anymore. haha. anyone in band will know what i'm talking about. so then my grandparents took us out to dinner after. then i came home, went online & went to bed. ANDDDD! i found out that my good friend christina from church, had her baby! Kaedon Andrew...awww. i can't wait to see him!
So wednesday was pretty good. school wasn't too bad. after school me & the girls went to subway...and then we had practice. man...i'm gunna miss our daily subway trip b4 practice. practice was short, simple & sweet! i loved it! lol. i'm really sad i'm not going to the sectional game...bc what if it's their last game? i wanna be there for their last game..and mine! i hope they win. after practice i took sarah home, and then went online. i had church at 7...and that was good. i got to see sammy! he looked handsome. haha. when i got home...i went online && had a very very very good convo w/ eric. love that guy. so then i went to bed.
Thursday...yesturday went to school & did nothing. i left right when it was done so i could go home and take a nap. i could not sleep......i was exhuasted...but i couldn't sleep . it was really aggrivating me. so i got up after 2 hrs. annnnd then i went online & i met caitlin at subway at 5:15 for dinner b4 marching band. it was so fun...i love her. marching band was ok...i hate fatta...but whatever. we had our mtg for virginia...and i'm soooo excited!!! then i left & went to debs appartment to get some clothes for snow camp. i got home and started packing & doing laundry. then my grandparents, uncles & aunts came over after my grandpas retirement party. they stayed till like 11. and i was up unitl 1 doing laundry. lol. i was sooo tired.
SO this morning i got up at 9ish. it felt good. and i finished packing..and now i leave in an hour for snow camp! whoo hoo! i'm pretty excited bc i love my 4-H friends...and i guess i just love caryn. too bad nick isn't coming. oh well.
alright...well i'll write when i get home.
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You know the depths of my heart,
&& you love me the same.