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I feel like my entries are stereotypical and boring. I don't know why or how I'm going to change that, though. I don't want to be like every other girl. I want to establish myself as an individual. Maybe that's what I'll make my new years resolution. Finding me. Sort of like Finding Nemo. Finding Julie. Sounds catchy, eh?
Sometimes I feel like I'm invisible. Like nobody can see me. I feel like I'm second-rate. I don't know why. This happens a lot to me. I am going to make a conscious effort to make myself what I want to be and take zero shit from anyone.
I'm sick of girls running their mouths about me. Saying shit that never happened. Just because you're jealous doesn't mean that you have to say shit to bring me down. Your words don't mean shit to me. If only she'd read this. She could pull herself out of Nick's ass and read this. If only. I found a quote that sums up this situation.. It said something like "Girls talk about me because they don't know me.. but if I had a dick they'd be the first bitch to blow me." I found it amusing and true.
I need to decide on New Year's plans. I've never really had to choose where to party. It seems weird to me. I have three different places I could hit up. Kent. The Heights. Lora's sisters. I don't know where I'm going. All of these places have their perks and downfalls. Hmm.. decisions decisions.
I love the feeling you get when you buy new clothes and the next day you can wear them. It's a good feeling.
Bed sounds like a good option. I have a bad headache.
Night all.
<3 julie
Sometimes I feel like I'm invisible. Like nobody can see me. I feel like I'm second-rate. I don't know why. This happens a lot to me. I am going to make a conscious effort to make myself what I want to be and take zero shit from anyone.
I'm sick of girls running their mouths about me. Saying shit that never happened. Just because you're jealous doesn't mean that you have to say shit to bring me down. Your words don't mean shit to me. If only she'd read this. She could pull herself out of Nick's ass and read this. If only. I found a quote that sums up this situation.. It said something like "Girls talk about me because they don't know me.. but if I had a dick they'd be the first bitch to blow me." I found it amusing and true.
I need to decide on New Year's plans. I've never really had to choose where to party. It seems weird to me. I have three different places I could hit up. Kent. The Heights. Lora's sisters. I don't know where I'm going. All of these places have their perks and downfalls. Hmm.. decisions decisions.
I love the feeling you get when you buy new clothes and the next day you can wear them. It's a good feeling.
Bed sounds like a good option. I have a bad headache.
Night all.
<3 julie