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So I sat down to write something insightful....
I've been talking to this guy, Delen, for a few weeks. By talking I mean online. I can't remember how we met. Anyway, he lives about an hour from me. And seems like a respectable guy. I like talking to him. He seems to be sorta goofy, but in a cute way. I know he doesn't drink caffiene, goes to Carnegie Mellon (ahh.. he's smart). Anyway, I've been talking to him and it makes me happy.
On the other hand, I feel like Brett has fallen off the face of the earth. I haven't talked to him in forever! I'm hoping that by posting this in my journal it will make him either a) comment or b) call me. We'll see how this goes...
My grad party was cool. Lots of people showed up. Including my biological father. Ick. He's gained a lot of weight and just doesn't look healthy. He followed me around like a puppy dog. It was embarrassing. I told him how I felt to some degree. It went something like this:
(him): You don't call
(me) : you don't either
(him): I'm getting better at sending things
(me) : good for you. You just disappeared on me
(him): I didn't want to pressure you
(me) : oh. it didn't come off that way at all
(him): I'll call you this week
(me) : we'll see how that goes. (to myself) he won't call
I talked to my step brother two nights ago. He was apologetic for not coming to my party. I know he was drunk, so it was excusable. He did say it was probably better because he would have had to say something to my biological father. Then he said something about my stepdad not saying anything. I told him that Dad (my stepdad.. his biological father) is a peacekeeper with that situation. Anyway, he said something about how my stepdad isn't his father. I didn't get it. I don't know if it was because he was drunk or if I don't know a big part of the story. Hm... I'm not comfortable asking my stepdad if Devon is his or not, so I think I'm going to ask Devon when I talk to him again. I've been going crazy trying to figure it out.
In other earth-shattering news, my best friend, Dave, broke up with his girlfriend. It was a huge drama. I don't know. I feel bad about it. It's not my fault by any means, but she's in an ugly situation. I wouldn't want to be in her shoes. Dave has hung out with me every night since this breakup except like one. I don't know if i like him enough to date him or not. He's my best friend and I'm afraid to tamper with that bond. Any ideas? Ugh.
I'll write more later....
<3 julie
I've been talking to this guy, Delen, for a few weeks. By talking I mean online. I can't remember how we met. Anyway, he lives about an hour from me. And seems like a respectable guy. I like talking to him. He seems to be sorta goofy, but in a cute way. I know he doesn't drink caffiene, goes to Carnegie Mellon (ahh.. he's smart). Anyway, I've been talking to him and it makes me happy.
On the other hand, I feel like Brett has fallen off the face of the earth. I haven't talked to him in forever! I'm hoping that by posting this in my journal it will make him either a) comment or b) call me. We'll see how this goes...
My grad party was cool. Lots of people showed up. Including my biological father. Ick. He's gained a lot of weight and just doesn't look healthy. He followed me around like a puppy dog. It was embarrassing. I told him how I felt to some degree. It went something like this:
(him): You don't call
(me) : you don't either
(him): I'm getting better at sending things
(me) : good for you. You just disappeared on me
(him): I didn't want to pressure you
(me) : oh. it didn't come off that way at all
(him): I'll call you this week
(me) : we'll see how that goes. (to myself) he won't call
I talked to my step brother two nights ago. He was apologetic for not coming to my party. I know he was drunk, so it was excusable. He did say it was probably better because he would have had to say something to my biological father. Then he said something about my stepdad not saying anything. I told him that Dad (my stepdad.. his biological father) is a peacekeeper with that situation. Anyway, he said something about how my stepdad isn't his father. I didn't get it. I don't know if it was because he was drunk or if I don't know a big part of the story. Hm... I'm not comfortable asking my stepdad if Devon is his or not, so I think I'm going to ask Devon when I talk to him again. I've been going crazy trying to figure it out.
In other earth-shattering news, my best friend, Dave, broke up with his girlfriend. It was a huge drama. I don't know. I feel bad about it. It's not my fault by any means, but she's in an ugly situation. I wouldn't want to be in her shoes. Dave has hung out with me every night since this breakup except like one. I don't know if i like him enough to date him or not. He's my best friend and I'm afraid to tamper with that bond. Any ideas? Ugh.
I'll write more later....
<3 julie