May 14, 2009 00:20
the stores been closed, so im hurtin money wise. I sent off 75 bucks yesterday to kyle for half the holding fee on the apartment we wanted...rent went up 50 dollars so we no longer want it, so much for having a place before i get there. Kyle booked his ticket today to come home. only 21 more days now. i feel sane again. We had a hugeee fight the other night, we almost broke up, hes been going out alot, it drives me nuts, it makes me sad. I hate it. I need to start studying, and i need to start packing and i need to do alot of things. I need to convince my mom not to go away this weekend so we can have a freaking yard sale, i need cash soooo bad. sooo frusterrating.
im a bit stressed obviously. it sucks. what can i do though? well that im not already doing. I need to studyyy on my down time, but its sooo hard to get motivated to do that. ahhhh life, whys it sooo hard lately? blahhhhhh.