Body modification and realizations.
This week has been sweet.
I've gotten to get drunk and dance a lot with people I love.
My weekend activities included getting the inside of my lower lip tattooed today.
It says "veritas" which is truth in Latin. I know some people think it's pointless since no one will ever see it. But it's not for other people to see. I decided to get it because I really like what it means and that it's not visible. I've wanted that tattoo for a while now but didn't get it until now because I'm finally ready to live differently. I'm going to be truthful with myself. I'm done deceiving myself about so many things and doing things that I can't live with anymore. I'm done with heavy partying and being insincerely affectionate. I hate not being able to stand myself the next day. I'm also done with certain people, no matter how often they try to somehow invade my life.
Along with getting tattooed today, Kristyn dyed my hair for me. Now it's dark brown; people either love it or hate it. I'm glad I changed external things to motivate interior changes.