May 12, 2004 22:36
Is that the end? Is that it? Is it over. It sure as hell seems like it. Im not strong Heather. And I dont care. I cant be strong. I dont like being abused and thrown around. I cant be played with. I just want to be in bed. I dont ever want to wake up. All I wanted was for him to call. Ya, he has a sore-throat I bet. Whatever. I dont care. Im not calling him. I guess that means Im not seeing him tomorrow. Fine. I dont care if I ever see him again. he doesnt care. I dont need this. I hate everyone. I cant take this. I dont even care. NO FUCKING BRIAN FLICK. Hit on girls WITHOUT boyfriends, and DELIVER your OWN fucking chocolate u DICK.
To think that he meant something to me.
So maybe I was just like those other girls who he only hung out with 4 times before moving on. Im glad I could be added to the list. I feel much better now.
Back to crying. Bye bitches.