For fucks sake! I had no idea you deleted this, and freaked out. I know I havent been around, but I miss you! I am glad you returned. Please keep it that way. I know these journals can seem very sketchy and oddly addicting, but when it comes down to it, they are helping you get your deepest thoughts out.
geez...just wrote out a reply and the puter fucked around.
anyway, i have been checking my friends page every day and then redeleting my journal and today i forgot too. weird tho, i miss you too. think of you often.
maybe i'll come back. haven't decided yet. it's been good for me to take a break.
I know from writing my journal that sometimes I write things about gaining weight and sometimes I write if I lose it and am pleased. I have on my journal that I am trying to recover and ask people to not encourage me and it helps. I find it helpful to write down what I feel no matter if its positive to recovery or not because it gets it off my chest and I am confessing it out 'aloud' and people read it and know that I am feeling a certain way. My boyf is a friend on this journal and my non ed and he reads it so he can understand whats going through my head because I think if I say it aloud it scares me to hear how strange i am.. I hope you feel better soon
P.S I agree about people who show off anorexia as a likestyle, I for one didn't have a choice to lose weight vuluntarily or to choose to be anorexic or make it my lifestyle, it chose me and Its obsessively trying to take over.
Comments 6
I am glad you returned. Please keep it that way. I know these journals can seem very sketchy and oddly addicting, but when it comes down to it, they are helping you get your deepest thoughts out.
I love you and hope you're doing OK.
-Laur
Reply
anyway, i have been checking my friends page every day and then redeleting my journal and today i forgot too. weird tho, i miss you too. think of you often.
maybe i'll come back. haven't decided yet. it's been good for me to take a break.
hope you're ok too!!!
Reply
Reply
I have on my journal that I am trying to recover and ask people to not encourage me and it helps.
I find it helpful to write down what I feel no matter if its positive to recovery or not because it gets it off my chest and I am confessing it out 'aloud' and people read it and know that I am feeling a certain way.
My boyf is a friend on this journal and my non ed and he reads it so he can understand whats going through my head because I think if I say it aloud it scares me to hear how strange i am..
I hope you feel better soon
Reply
stay strong.
Reply
I agree about people who show off anorexia as a likestyle, I for one didn't have a choice to lose weight vuluntarily or to choose to be anorexic or make it my lifestyle, it chose me and Its obsessively trying to take over.
Reply
Leave a comment