Welcome to loserville...population 1...me...
Well, it is a Wednesday night and most people don't really go out on Wednesdays. But this was my night to go out. My mom in fact seems to have a bit of a better social life than I do and she is out with two of her friends drinking away and having the time of their lives! Yet here I am. Sweaty, gross and all alone in my house. This would also seem like a great thing, but it's not because I am stressed beyond belief and there really isn't anyone to hang out with on a wednesday night. Dealt with my loan stuff...sort of. Let's all cross our fingers that it will be cleared by the time school starts. I also just made the car reservations. That worked out alright I guess, but I wish we had gotten a cheaper rate...Oh well, what can you expect when you wait this long. I guess I am just lonely. It's a good thing I didn't try and make plans with Jay because he called in sick today. But I should have emailed Christian and that was my own fault. No one to blame but me...on the UP side! I had the most amazing exchange of out of control spaztic emails today with anna. Probably the one thing that made time fly at work. I must say, I will admit that I missed Jay. I guess what's frustrating the most about him is that on Friday he had decided out of the blue to share with me that people think we like each other or are going out and then at this point it's like he never said anything. And yes, I know, he's a guy and he didn't think twice about what he was saying. But that didn't change my mood for the weekend and my gut feeling of wanting to slap him...lol! What can you do?! Hopefully we will still have our lunch with Paul. But if Paul doesn't come in for the rest of the week then it will just be lunch with Jay and I and I dont' know if he wants that because then people will talk again...oy! What stupidity! I ought to go cool down some-though I'm not sure how yet...Oh well-things aren't THAT bad and there are lots of things to look forward to so I must keep my spirits up! And just one final note...I love pink paper! yay! Ok, I will be seeing you all VERY soon! Enjoy yourselves and the last couple of days of summer at home...