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why must people screw up normal friendships? what's the use in telling someone that people are thinking that the two people are together? damnit...i'm soo frustrated and I can't get what happened out of my mind. At work on Friday, Jamerson felt the need to tell me COMPLETELY OUT OF THE BLUE that people think that we like each other and that we are going out. Of course it was Neyda and ELaine who were saying it and it means nothing. But why did he feel the need to tell me that? It only got my upset and I'm sure that gave off the wrong vibe to him. I hate people who don't even KNOW me AT ALL saying stuff like that. Whatever, screw them I guess. But now I feel weird around Jay and he was weird around me afterwards...all this stupid weirdness. Oh well, besides that I cleaned my room today and will continue that tomorrow. Usually I hate doing it and I avoid it for a good year or two. But I finally started doing it, and I feel so good about it. It sorta makes it hard to leave now that I have started to make it comfortable. But no worries, I couldn't be more excited to get out of my crap job and be with people who I like!!! Sar: I'm not sure if you will get a chance to read this, but I miss you lots and I hope you are enjoying VT as much as possible and we will do some MAJOR catching up when we see each other-no question about it because I can't even explain how much I miss you! Anna: I found pics of when I first met you and stuff and one's from ice skating...oy! It was mucho exciting!!! It's sooo weird to see how things change in the course of a year. I have pics from the beginning and the person who I am now and the people who I am friends with now are just somewhat different (though alot of them have remained the same, i.e. Sar who I met the second day! crazy, huh!?!). It's natural, I know that things and people and situations change, but it just took me for a loop looking at the old pics and then ones from the end of the year and NSO. Okydoke kids, time for me not to have a life on Sat. night and to go to bed! See you in just 15 days!!!!! almost 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mucho love to everyone!!!! :)