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it always comes down to how bad do i want it... and how bad do i need it...
i thought that the fighting and clawing my way to get what i wanted was finally over... just to find out that one stupid fucking letter could take all that i have worked for away...
it's kinda like why do i even try anymore... what more do i have to prove to show that i have the qualities and the desire to obtain this... but i guess not...
how do i tell everyone that i have failed... i just know the looks and tears already...
i thought that the fighting and clawing my way to get what i wanted was finally over... just to find out that one stupid fucking letter could take all that i have worked for away...
it's kinda like why do i even try anymore... what more do i have to prove to show that i have the qualities and the desire to obtain this... but i guess not...
how do i tell everyone that i have failed... i just know the looks and tears already...