Mar 14, 2006 01:05
it's almost to the point of where things fall apart...
doesn't that make you nervous....
spring break was amazing! didn't do much until the end... but the dr. says no more splint... so i am walking around normal looking! :) therapy is going well - one thing... but it should work out by the end of the week... if not i get a sleep cast... fun fun... my brother is now a dr.... scary huh... but it has given me the motivation to do better or try harder (even more than i am already) to do better... i'm not gonna lie i am a bit jealous that he is done with school... but in a way i think i might kinda miss it... i've gotten pretty close with some people here... now that i am leaving in a month and a half... but.... time to re-start my life all over again and meet more new people in june.... another push in the direction of growing up and it has me freaked out... i miss home already and i have been back two days... and i blame... i'm just real nervous...i still have no place to live... i need to sell my car... and need to make money like woah to pay for my apt. and school... i've got a lot of pressure coming up in the next month... so we will see how happy i stay and how badly i may screw somethings up over this... but... who knows what will happen... i've got a smile on my face... because for once... i feel pretty damn special about a lot of things right now....