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Look what i found in my computer a throwback well not really its only from last year on 2/14/04 to be exact. I don't really have anything on my mind that i want to talk about. This week i didn't really stress about being lonely i guess i am really used to it now. I think that i like it this way but i know that this happiness won't last very long. O yea i forgot last friday a recruiter from Norfolk State University came to my school and was doin on-site admissions. She told that i could come but i am really not that pressed to come because i had to plans on attending that school. She told me that i need to go to community college for like a semester and than i could come but i doubt if i am really goin to go there. I mean i have nothing against NSU its just that i just don't want to go there. Hopefully i get accepted to VCU which is my top choice school. I finally sent off my application to VSU and now i need to work on dat essay ASAP. Britt jus told me that this boy is tryin to talk to me and he tried this same shit last year he must think now that its a new year that i am year stupider or something i dunno. The only way i would ever talk to him is if i am really convienced that he doesn't have a one track mine which will prolly never happen. So i guess that will never work O WELLLLLL. But o yea back to college i hope that i don't have to go to NOVA because i really don't want to.:-) But i kno i might have to because it is my own stupid fault because i have had fours years to not play around and i did so now i will just have to suffer. I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and get up off my ass and do something with myself and i will. I don't want to live on richmond highway forever because i have been living around here for 17 almost 18 year and its gettin ridiculous.