Wow
I hope this works. This weekend was jive like crazy first of all i got up early on saturday and went to work at 6:30 in the morning came home and chilled wit my best friend for a lil while than got soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo smacked it was not even funny. Talk about paranoia liiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkeeee. But after the whole lil episode of me being high i fell asleep till like three and made a call to this guy that likes me and is always tryin to chill wit me and really tryin to make me his g/f. :( I mean i don't want to hurt his feelings or anything but i just don't want to be his friend, i have no feelings wut soever toward him well at least i don't think i do. But anyway he came and got me at like 4 from my house and than we went to go sit on the parkway and just talk. How romantic. Than we went to denny's and i had some stale mozzerella sticks. (gross). The joints gave me diahrea liiiikkkkeee. After we left denny's we back to the parkway and watched the sun rise. How cool is dat its not everyday u get to see something like that. Deep down inside i wished it was mr pearl man wit me instead. But hey i look at it like this i am jus usin this otha guy to occupy my attention for the time being with no strings attached. Omg and u kno wut he asked me: When did i start liking him? I was jive like speechless for a min b/c i didn't kno wut to say i mean i didn't want to be mean b/c he is crying the same song that i am carrying him which is the hype. I am jus the type of person that doesn't want to decieve anbody. But today my best friend told me that i am was leading him and that i need to stop which is the truth i am leading him i think. B/c i mean after all he does think that i have feelings for him but i really don't at all. I dunno maybe this will all go away. I mean he is a really nice guy its just that i don't like him the way he likes me and i am feel really bad. Maybe if i stop talkin to him he will get the pic.