I know, I know, I haven't been on in sooo long. Shit heads upstairs haven't been taking care of the internet like they are supposed to. I have sooo much to tell you guys,
First of all, I started work. I am working the afterschool light house program which is basically teaching third and fourth graders. I have about thirty kids all to myself. The ( Read more... )

My mom came to visit today for all of ten minutes. I miss her. I wish she would care that I moved out. I wish she would have made a big deal about it, cried, gushed about how big her little girl has gotten, tell me how much she'd miss me, make me buy stuff I don't need so I'm comfortable. I don't know, maybe I'm being ridiculous but it's how I feel ( Read more... )

I went outside  today to see if I could see any tree frogs, they normally overtake my pool during this time of the year and there were billions of tadpoles in my pool!!! I, of course got overly excited but soon realized that my grandfather was draining the pool which gave me a near heart attack so I turned off the pump and went into freak-out mode ( Read more... )

So... since I'm not walking I don't get to go to my own graduation. Isn't that some bull shit right there. Whatever. I'm upset, I'm crying, my mom's a bitch. I'm so sick of her coming here and just fighting with everyone. She is fucking up and she's angry and upset and miserable and needs to make everyone else miserable to. I just called her and ( Read more... )

Horrible fucking weekend doesn't even come close to describe today and yesterday. I had a mental breakdown today and, while I have had MUCH MUCH worse, it was still not pretty. I am changing the locks on my mom first of all. I am always bitching at her for partying, but I don't really need her around when I do that. However, today I actually ( Read more... )