Jan 14, 2008 22:25
let's face it -
i don't like it here.
it's so stale. so stagnant. so boring.
i hate my country.
working out there is..is like asking me to suck my own blood.
i don't fit in here.
it's like asking an american kid to..work.. like wtf?
okay.
i really just want to work in a lan gaming shop. period.
GAH.
fdshajfdahjfdahjf;da
IRC pls pick up my call tomorrow.
GREAT WORLD CITY, why did i miss that chance out. bah i hate myself.
oh right. i just remembered a year ago, when everybody was eager to touch that 'career guide book', and i'm like WTF @_@ no way. the dream job i want has nothing to do with this stupid country that has NOTHING related to my interests and dreams.
and i'm not kidding.
i really REALLY want to go to square-enix.
.. i don't want to work. i want to go to school.
AHHHHH.
langamingshop, plz accept meefdsa.fhsaj. PLZ.
i want GAMES. i want to work with GAMES. there's a reason why i harass mega multimedia until he nearly killed me. he DID though.
there's GOT to be a job out there that suits me.
i mean, even though im plain frickin' weird, but THERE'S got to be. i'm NOT looking in the right place. AM NOT.
i'm not a people person. i should just totally drop the whole idea. i hate this country. i didn't realize it when i was young, but i REALLY REALLY hate this country. i love america. i want to game write. not..not be a sales assistant - like WTF? coach is okay..yeah coach is okay. BUT assistant.fdshajf;dsah;fdsa
i feel like killing myself.
dream job, plz manifest before me.
okay. here's the deal
. get a job BECAUSE i need the cash and money and i actually LIKE it and not having to dread pulling my feet out of bed EVERY SINGLE DAY. not because i care what career development shit it gives me, but because I LIKE It and it GIVES ME MONEY and it doesn't take up TOO MUCH OF MY TIME.
face it. i want to go to square-enix too much.
and i've yet to write that novel of minee.