email: .."tryin' to do what those ladies tell us"..

Jan 26, 2006 20:16

dear j-mac

hey

i have a new phone number.

i'm really bad about the phone now, though. just so you know. real bad.

but the number is,

513. 555.1039

not that we won't talk. or write.

i just got your second letter.

but i lost it, because i had to help someone... where did it go? I will find it.

all this schooling!

yeah!

school!!

shit. i am going to write you a great email. and then i'll be all sapped. see, i have to write cnr too. cnr, j-mac, one email, two wonderful people, and me. its gotta be good.
ooh.. i feel it getting better right now.

really.
do you feel it?

I've been doing well in school. It being, the, err, um, 1 1/2 week. I turned in an assignment already, and assumably... or probably not.. will go and try to get some more of it done before my time alone in the room that is for now mine is gone.

but i am not at home.
no. i am away.
at school.

seriously though, guys, you are both right.
this is better
this is right.
i am supposed to be in school.
mushy little girl like me, needs to be taught something. learning, something.

power tripping and the usual politicking aside, i could be .. well, what might i really be doing? it is difficult being happy and contented too. more elusive, and definitely easier to lose hold of, but i've been real good. so, my vibes? totally pushing them out there to the two of you.

i can do that

of course.

really, its gotta be something everyone can do.
but i've noticed this initiation of change.
am i the catalyst?
or what is the liver? i can't remember.
is it about the part that gets eaten up in the reaction?

hmm. huh.
whatever it might be.
me?
chock full.

things just begin to happen.
and i've got a karmic-cosmic-connection
that's been mighty helpful too.

me and karma

no.
i *am* good karma

hmm..
what does this mean?

cnr? are you still reading?

as much as i should just be finding a point, and talking about it. i really don't and so decided i cannot. i've got all this work just starting, and these people these, *eww.... don't say it. let's not ever say the A word around me. I hate it. they are all problem solvers.
we talk about solutions
we talk about connections
we talk about contacts
we talk

we do a lot of talking
i think that will come through in the end.
i think i might be doing as well as i think i am.
so wishing you well, thinking the best.
hear from you, hear from me
soon

L,L
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