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I been playing music and writing again for a month now, i feel good. i got my tables a few days ago and i'm gonn set em up tommorow. they aren't the best, but at least i can learn to mix. Started reading again, finished the alchemist, looking through various feild manuals , martial arts books, anatomy, and just started breakfast of champions. I think ima get a laptop int the morning. hmm. i don't sleep the same as before, and my highs aren't the same at all. Ah god. No 4play, the spirit is strong , but the flesh is spongy and bruised. No but i do miss the touch, alot. Sex is great, i mean it. Its so funny how you fucking neglect the fucking, and when you don't get the fucking you're like "what the fuck". Ahhhh shiza, its cool, shes movin away in two weeks, thats not. i miss her so much. Ahh but the past is past and the future is now. Looking back breeds guilt and what ifs, and looking to future is all about fear. so live in the now man, live in the now!!!!! Jeez am i rambling or what, i don't know what the hell i'm speaking of, g'night.zzzzz