just sign off damn it
so today was pretty boring... sunday... church, sleep, eat... tv... that's about it. dad's sermon had a pretty good quote that i used though. it was... "i don't know why... it just happened." This quote is the excuse for sinfulness in today's world. and he's exactly right. When people do bad things, they claim insanity and what not... or they blame other things... it's a shame, really. and the quote can be used in so many ways. So many different people can say that quote with so many different types of emotions and so many different reasons for saying it. interesting to contemplate...
so then i ate and took a nap... yeah, once again dreams do me in. When all i want to do is get away, dreams just bring it all back to me... makes me sick to my stomach... but i think. i think a lot,actually, and i realize what's important in life: Family, religion, having fun, morals, etc... all the things that are important to me... and quite frankly: lying, cheating, 2-faced bitches are not important to me and I'll no longer let them put a DAMPER on my life. and that's the thing: it's my life, and i want to be happy. i want to graduate from college feeling proud of myself. i want to be totally and utterly in love with someone and them feel exactly the same way back towards me. i want to get married, someday. i want to raise a family and have kids, because that's going to be the most fulfilling job I'll ever get. i want to be myself, however corny or dorky people think i may be, and not care. i want to live life to the fullest, because there is no other way to do it. i want to be...me, just being...me.
so then i ate and took a nap... yeah, once again dreams do me in. When all i want to do is get away, dreams just bring it all back to me... makes me sick to my stomach... but i think. i think a lot,actually, and i realize what's important in life: Family, religion, having fun, morals, etc... all the things that are important to me... and quite frankly: lying, cheating, 2-faced bitches are not important to me and I'll no longer let them put a DAMPER on my life. and that's the thing: it's my life, and i want to be happy. i want to graduate from college feeling proud of myself. i want to be totally and utterly in love with someone and them feel exactly the same way back towards me. i want to get married, someday. i want to raise a family and have kids, because that's going to be the most fulfilling job I'll ever get. i want to be myself, however corny or dorky people think i may be, and not care. i want to live life to the fullest, because there is no other way to do it. i want to be...me, just being...me.