Dreamed of all the different ways I had to make her glow.
Most of the time I'm feeling pretty secure about myself, and not so lonely. While I'd don't have some sort of abondonment issues, I do have that feeling of loneliness today. I guess the question is how does somebody have a long term relationship, I've seen them, and I know of people being married well over 60 years. Hopefully, I'll figure out what it takes to be someone's significant other. I really think it boils down to I don't know what I'm looking for, or the fact that I still hope to find that magical woman in a bar, which I have a feeling will never happen. Bars are where Trigger excels at fucking up, so really if I want to improve my chances of finding that woman who is going to really change my opinion on what is and what should never be, I'm going to have to go out and see things in daylight away from intoxication or intoxicated people.
Once again I'm concerned I have hurt two people's feelings this week, both of which due to some beverage consumption. Here is to the one person I know I've pissed off, I'm sorry for thinking of you in that fashion. Yes, I was drunk, and no I didn't realize that your day was already sucking. Believe it or not I think your actually a pretty cool person even if you can seem a little over imposing sometimes. :-)
The one I'm not sure I've upset, I do admit to not making a wise decision on Friday and drinking more than I should I certainly hope this means we can still talk sometime, because I wouldn't want to lose your friendship over something as meaningless as alcohol. Yes I find you way more important than a redbull vodka.
Also, why the war on livejournal. I consider everyone on my page a friend, and I've gotten past any issues from the past. I would certainly hope that a silly post by me, doesn't end up pissing everyone off so bad that nobody can be in the same room with each other.
Trig
Once again I'm concerned I have hurt two people's feelings this week, both of which due to some beverage consumption. Here is to the one person I know I've pissed off, I'm sorry for thinking of you in that fashion. Yes, I was drunk, and no I didn't realize that your day was already sucking. Believe it or not I think your actually a pretty cool person even if you can seem a little over imposing sometimes. :-)
The one I'm not sure I've upset, I do admit to not making a wise decision on Friday and drinking more than I should I certainly hope this means we can still talk sometime, because I wouldn't want to lose your friendship over something as meaningless as alcohol. Yes I find you way more important than a redbull vodka.
Also, why the war on livejournal. I consider everyone on my page a friend, and I've gotten past any issues from the past. I would certainly hope that a silly post by me, doesn't end up pissing everyone off so bad that nobody can be in the same room with each other.
Trig