Day Five
So today was okay but not great. I took some good shits though. YAY.
Peter and I hung out all day. For some reason though, i was all about eating. Maybe it was because i was being social. We went out and about a little, a little shopping here and there and every smell and any sight of food made my mouth water. GAH. The worst is right when u come out of the subway and walk in front of the BP, u can smell the crown fried chicken. oh my god, kill me. ANd then peter god TWO burritos. and ate them here IN MY HOUSE!!!. but it's cool. he's like hardcore diabetic. He has an insilin pump and everything (isn't that cute) so he needs to eat. and besides, it's not his fault my dumbass wanted to do this.
But it's almost over and i'm about to start day SIX. i can't beleive it. just about half way there. HEEHAW. but still. it sucks. Most of the time i can't stop thinking about throwing in the towel and just eating, but then i just can't, because first off, if i ate solid foods at this point i'm sure it would make me somewhat sick or at least uncomfortable (or would it??), and plus, i've been going through this for the last FIVE DAY. to stop now would be to make it all for nothing. might as well just go for it.
god i'm hungry
Today i bought a new light fixture for my room. it's SOOO CUTE. and peter put it in for me. *swoons* he's quite a guy. i can't wait for you girls to meet him.
love yall bunches.
Peter and I hung out all day. For some reason though, i was all about eating. Maybe it was because i was being social. We went out and about a little, a little shopping here and there and every smell and any sight of food made my mouth water. GAH. The worst is right when u come out of the subway and walk in front of the BP, u can smell the crown fried chicken. oh my god, kill me. ANd then peter god TWO burritos. and ate them here IN MY HOUSE!!!. but it's cool. he's like hardcore diabetic. He has an insilin pump and everything (isn't that cute) so he needs to eat. and besides, it's not his fault my dumbass wanted to do this.
But it's almost over and i'm about to start day SIX. i can't beleive it. just about half way there. HEEHAW. but still. it sucks. Most of the time i can't stop thinking about throwing in the towel and just eating, but then i just can't, because first off, if i ate solid foods at this point i'm sure it would make me somewhat sick or at least uncomfortable (or would it??), and plus, i've been going through this for the last FIVE DAY. to stop now would be to make it all for nothing. might as well just go for it.
god i'm hungry
Today i bought a new light fixture for my room. it's SOOO CUTE. and peter put it in for me. *swoons* he's quite a guy. i can't wait for you girls to meet him.
love yall bunches.