Summer Semester Terminated
It's 1152 and I'm finally done with all my papers. I thought I'd feel more accomplished but for some reason I don't. I'm just filled with frustration that no one probably wants to hear about. I tried so hard to get all of my papers done sooner. I didn't want to take time off of work when we moved because I have 7 work days off so I could take my final exams and enjoy leave in Niagara Falls. Things for moving didn't work out like we planned, and Jason didn't get to move and unpack as much as he thought so it was really all on me. Especially when we had the barbeque. Jason and I were raised differently, so I like to be clean and organized, and though things don't have to be perfect, I like them to be decent. Jason thinks that people understand when you invite them over and things are a little messy. Maybe he's right but that's not how I think. I got caught up in unpacking and my own procrastination and everything got pushed until last Thursday. I worked so hard but I write so much when it comes to papers that it was just time consuming. I guess I should just get over it because it's all over and I'm going to start my second to last semester on 4 September.
Last Thursday my mom, Megan, Jason, Sam Adams and Apollo left for home. I worked that day and then finished as much as I could. Friday I had two exams and I had two on Saturday. I worked on papers like crazy and packed. Tony and Alicia took me to the airport, then I was home. After more papers yesterday we came to Rainbow Lake to go camping. Its nice here but the pool is broken and its raining right now. That's probably not helping my mood. But anyway, I'm in the library where there is free wi-fi and I submitted the last of my papers.
I think all of my moodiness is because Jason's leaving. I'm so scared. He'll probably be just fine, but I am going to miss him so much and I sometimes hate that we have to spend time apart. But hooah!! Army first, and I'm committed to that. Sometimes I actually even love it. But Jason has two TDY's left and shortly he'll be gone. At least I have a lot of really wonderful friends and coworkers at home, and it's only 4 months. I've done a little longer before.
I hope soon I'll write something that shows that I am happy and content, but for now I'm going to go :-/
Last Thursday my mom, Megan, Jason, Sam Adams and Apollo left for home. I worked that day and then finished as much as I could. Friday I had two exams and I had two on Saturday. I worked on papers like crazy and packed. Tony and Alicia took me to the airport, then I was home. After more papers yesterday we came to Rainbow Lake to go camping. Its nice here but the pool is broken and its raining right now. That's probably not helping my mood. But anyway, I'm in the library where there is free wi-fi and I submitted the last of my papers.
I think all of my moodiness is because Jason's leaving. I'm so scared. He'll probably be just fine, but I am going to miss him so much and I sometimes hate that we have to spend time apart. But hooah!! Army first, and I'm committed to that. Sometimes I actually even love it. But Jason has two TDY's left and shortly he'll be gone. At least I have a lot of really wonderful friends and coworkers at home, and it's only 4 months. I've done a little longer before.
I hope soon I'll write something that shows that I am happy and content, but for now I'm going to go :-/