Jun 15, 2005 11:51
I've been working an excessive amount of hours lately and so I (and Rach) decided to take full advantage of the grueling work we have been putting in. It's only fair that we claim so much on our taxes (I won't say just how much just in case someone from the IRS is reading this). Yeah so hopefully our next couple of paychecks (only for a month Rach!) will be HELLA NICE! I'm so damn broke it's ridiculous. Ugh!
So how has everything been in my life? Pretty good. There are things I constantly stress about...MAINLY MONEY but when is money NOT going to be an issue? So I choose to TRY not to dwell on that stress and just focus on the now...focus on what is important as of now and it "seems" to be working. The love department is ACTUALLY going WAY BETTER than I ever anticipated. I hope I didn't jus curse myself by typing that hahaha. But yeah when it comes to "him" I've been super elated lately and the WONDERFUL thing about THAT is that HE has been SUPER ELATED the past few days as well...I wonder if I have a part in that? OF COURSE I DO!
Sooooo...the number 69. I've never done that before. I know in all my 8 years of being sexually active THAT was the first time THAT has ever happened and...WHAT THE FUCK? THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN MISSING ALL THESE YEARS? Why didn't anyone tell me? Oh wait, people DID tell me, I was just so damn self concious to do anything about it. Yummmm..........YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMM. FUCKING A! Ahem. Yeah I hope there are more of those sessions soon. I'm so glad I got anything...its been THREE FUCKING MONTHS! And..it looks like there WILL be more FUN TIMES to come. So yipee skipee! In the words of Britney Spears on her show "Chaotic"..."It was ecstasy, ecstasy, ecstasy..." Did I spell that word right because "Smartness pays"!!! Yeah so the love/sex life is on its way. YES DAMNIT FINALLY!
Next week I start my TWO shows on-air and wooptie doo...I'm fucking excited about it. It's been WAY too long since I've been on air and I've missed it badly. It's definitely an outlet. Continuing to figure outthings when it comes to my career but it's all coming along great.
My health..that's a concern. But I will be making an appointment to see the Dr. Hopefully nothings' wrong with me. And hopefully I "continue" to work on myself and see that what's going on is NOT healthy and can ultimately lead to harsher consequences....possibly death.
Yikes! I'm not ready to die...I haven't had the dream wedding with the chicken coup yet!
Ok well...Las Vegas in 2 days! OH FUCKING YEAH!