What it is yo...what's up?
"Love is what it does, not what it says." (Oriental music softly plays in the background)
So the fashion show came and went. Wow, it feels weird to type on a keyboard, I haven't been on the computer in a minute! But yeah Friday night was amazingly fun. It was weird, up until I went on stage I wasn't really nervous, I was more anxious I think. But as soon as I started talking and I saw Daron' bald glistening head across the dark room, I felt completely fine! I got so many compliments about how well I did up there and HOW AWESOME I looked in my fucking dress (which Rach helped me pick out...THANKS RACH!) After the show, it was on to the drinks and drunken dancing. Sooooooooooooooooooooo much fun, at one point we were doing the damn electric slide in the middle of the dance floor. Very nice. Apparently I was dancing with a movie director and I didn't even know it. Hmmmm....good times. It wasn't a night to "network" but it was a night of recognition. Everyone noticed and recognized me and it felt so great. I am definitely an attention seeker. Heh. I danced with my best friends...I danced with my love interest...I chilled with my family who I sipped drinks with...I kicked back with my co-workers who I never saw in such an environment...I chatted it up with the models...and I felt a newfound connection with masterminds behind the fashion show. Overall I wouldn't have changed anything about that night. Sigh...=)
I am definitely ready for the Vegas trip with Amber in 3 weeks!
So now reality is sinking in and my fun bubble is deflating. Back to figuring out what the next step in my life is. And I'm totally chill with that. All the stress (besides money) has seeped out and extinguished itself. I'm feeling good. No over analysis of what Daron and I are or will be. No worries about school. Looking forward to applying to radio stations. Just good things to look forward to.
Oh and Vegas!
So the fashion show came and went. Wow, it feels weird to type on a keyboard, I haven't been on the computer in a minute! But yeah Friday night was amazingly fun. It was weird, up until I went on stage I wasn't really nervous, I was more anxious I think. But as soon as I started talking and I saw Daron' bald glistening head across the dark room, I felt completely fine! I got so many compliments about how well I did up there and HOW AWESOME I looked in my fucking dress (which Rach helped me pick out...THANKS RACH!) After the show, it was on to the drinks and drunken dancing. Sooooooooooooooooooooo much fun, at one point we were doing the damn electric slide in the middle of the dance floor. Very nice. Apparently I was dancing with a movie director and I didn't even know it. Hmmmm....good times. It wasn't a night to "network" but it was a night of recognition. Everyone noticed and recognized me and it felt so great. I am definitely an attention seeker. Heh. I danced with my best friends...I danced with my love interest...I chilled with my family who I sipped drinks with...I kicked back with my co-workers who I never saw in such an environment...I chatted it up with the models...and I felt a newfound connection with masterminds behind the fashion show. Overall I wouldn't have changed anything about that night. Sigh...=)
I am definitely ready for the Vegas trip with Amber in 3 weeks!
So now reality is sinking in and my fun bubble is deflating. Back to figuring out what the next step in my life is. And I'm totally chill with that. All the stress (besides money) has seeped out and extinguished itself. I'm feeling good. No over analysis of what Daron and I are or will be. No worries about school. Looking forward to applying to radio stations. Just good things to look forward to.
Oh and Vegas!