for once in my life, i actually know who my true friends are. when everyone slowly dropped from my life i was devastated.. but then i realized that since they've all been gone, my life has no drama. no stupid he-said she-said bullshit, no rumors to deal with, none of it. its so great. now its just good friends and a good time. i no longer dread ( Read more... )

why do i constantly push away the only person who has ever truly loved me?

the only thing i really know is this; no matter how many times i say i'm leaving, i never will. i love him way too much, and i know that no one will ever love me the way he does, i'm far too irrational. i can't figure out why exactly i tell him i'm leaving, when we both know ( Read more... )

i'm trying to drink away the part of the day that i cannot sleep away.

[i know i should go, but i will probably stay]
 

i used to mind that everyone i know seems to hate themselves, but i do it as well.

we need something stronger;
something extra strength.
 

just when i think i can't possibly feel any worse, you find a way.
i'm breaking, more and more each day.. and you don't even notice.

[i wish you saw what you do to me]

i had to wipe snow off of my car today.. and not just a little, i'm talking like three inches. srsly, fuck michigan and its cold snowy bullshit.

i'm so tired of people always saying "i miss you!" or "let's hang out" and then they don't do shit about it. srsly, come the fuck on.. i always say the same exact fucking thing, i'm free anytime, just txt or call me.... but nothing happens. the only person who EVER makes an effort to hang out w me is robin, which has led me to the conclusion that ( Read more... )

i don't know where things have gone wrong, but everyday i feel more and more as if i'm losing my best friend; and without him, i have nothing.

i'm screaming, and you're not listening.
i can't do this alone.
i need you.
 

i'm beginning to forget how the sun looks.. fucking cold ass weather.

i forgot the password to my old LJ considering i haven't used it since like 05.. so the obv answer was to make a new one.. just bc nick wells told me to lol.

its weird using LJ again, i used to love coming on here and spilling my guts to anyone who'd listen. looks like i'm back, so take cover hahahaha

♥