Poem
‘Untitled’
2/28/11
I hate how I feel inferior
I hate how I do my job and get in trouble
I do what they want and get in trouble
I hate how I feel like I don’t matter
I hate how I want to die
I hate how I feel like I’m new when I’m one of the oldest here
I don’t like it
I hate my life, my emotions
I feel embarrassed all the time
Even when it’s not my fault
I can’t do anything correct
I mess everything up
I get laughed at all the time
I laugh at myself
What else am I supposed to do?
Ignore them?
Hurts to much to do so
I can express myself on some things
Others I freak, shut my mouth on
My life is my own
I CONTROL IT
NO ONE ELSE!
MY LIFE, MY OWN!