Hey
Well me and Stevo are not even talking anymore. We had a couple of really great days and then now nothing. But this time its not because he doesnt want to talk to me or whatever its just that I am not going anywhere near him even if he did want to talk to me. Some things that he has done in the past few days are bullshyt. I caught him yesterday with a 14 year old. I wont use her name because I dont feel like having anyone bytching at me. Anyways that isnt all he did. He was bytching at me cuz i talk to so many guys. Well the guys that I talk to are only my friends. I dont go and spend the weekend with his cousin or his friend like he did this weekend. Well actually most of the week he was with her and then he came home on thursday. Well I really am sure that you all dont want to hear about my life anyways cuz noone ever responds to my journal entries but it really does hurt to know that he spent the week with a friend of mine. Even though she told me that he never even tried anything with her. But she also told me that the only reason that he is with me is because I am convenient and that we could never have a real relationship anyways. But anyways it really does bother me that he said that but I am actually done with him this time and I have made that perfectly clear to everyone in the damn world. The only problem is that i am pregnant and it is his baby and I dont know how to tell him about that.
Well onto another subject. Mom was starting to feel better but then they gave her a bigger dose of the chemo medicine and now her legs go numb all the time and her hands cramp up and her face goes numb and other stuff that she told me but now I cant remember. But anyways she is starting to gain weight which from my experience with cancer is a good thing. Her tumors are not shrinking with the chemo but they are also not grwing at all which is also a good thing. They havent told her anything yet about her original diagnosis of the 6 months to live but if they still think that then January is her last month to live. But I personally think that since she is doing better they will change that. Well anyways I am about to go cuz I am done writing now
Lataz ya'll
Well onto another subject. Mom was starting to feel better but then they gave her a bigger dose of the chemo medicine and now her legs go numb all the time and her hands cramp up and her face goes numb and other stuff that she told me but now I cant remember. But anyways she is starting to gain weight which from my experience with cancer is a good thing. Her tumors are not shrinking with the chemo but they are also not grwing at all which is also a good thing. They havent told her anything yet about her original diagnosis of the 6 months to live but if they still think that then January is her last month to live. But I personally think that since she is doing better they will change that. Well anyways I am about to go cuz I am done writing now
Lataz ya'll