Stevo
Last night I told Stevo what happened between me and chuck he actually wasnt even upset. I was quite glad for that. I told him that Chuck pretty much forced himself on me which is mostly true because I didnt want to have sex with him I told him no about 40 times and he just kept going. Stevo didnt seem to be to happy about that. He seemd more upset with Chuck than with me I dont understand why if Chuck even thought that me and Stevo were together why he would try to sleep with me in the first place. I had a wonderful time last night with Stevo I could have fallen asleep next to him but he never seems to let that happen. He is just so gentle but rough at the same time. Like he knows exactly what I want from him and he wants to give me every bit of it. He just guides me in the right directions cuz he knows that I will follow his lead. Everything with him is so beautiful its like we fit perfectly together. I dont know but it just seems that way to me. I wish that he would tell me that he wants to be with me but I really dont think that is going to happen. I know that I want to be with him and it seems to me that he wants to be with me too. I just wish that he would make up his mind and please tell me what he wants from me. If he wants to be with me that is wonderful and if he just wants sex that is a good thing too. I just know that I am never having sex with anyone else ever again besides him. Well maybe not ever again but as long as he is still around I will only be with him. I guess I will just wait for him until he decides what he wants cuz I know that i want him and I hope that he wants me. Well anyways I am pretty much just rambling on about Stevo so I am about to go cuz I am sure ya'll dont want to hear about this shyt. Lataz All