Heh...
Well, I ran back home again. I see a pattern emerging. Given alot of it was because of financial reasons, but some of it was running away... So I am working at Appleebee's again:( Oh well, until I find something better, it will do. And I do like the people there, and the money is decent. So I resume the job hunt some more... still. Heh. But I am enjoying being back here. I have reconnected with an old friend from HS. I am having dinner with her and her husband tonight after work. And then I am going out after that with some people from work.
Slowly, I am building a life here. Whenever I leave Evansville, I am so concerned with maintaining my ties there, I neglect my new home. I did it in Bowling Green, and Owensboro. I will not make that mistake here. I am not going to spend my nights alone because I am pining away for someplace I cannot have, and that is it in the past. I am making progress moving on. I have started to lay some groundwork. Old friends, new friends... mainly from Appleebee's, but I can easily see them being friends when I no longer work there. I need to focus on the present and future, not mope for the past. I think I am ready to make my home permantly here or within the general area. Now if the job will just come along, I'll be set.
Slowly, I am building a life here. Whenever I leave Evansville, I am so concerned with maintaining my ties there, I neglect my new home. I did it in Bowling Green, and Owensboro. I will not make that mistake here. I am not going to spend my nights alone because I am pining away for someplace I cannot have, and that is it in the past. I am making progress moving on. I have started to lay some groundwork. Old friends, new friends... mainly from Appleebee's, but I can easily see them being friends when I no longer work there. I need to focus on the present and future, not mope for the past. I think I am ready to make my home permantly here or within the general area. Now if the job will just come along, I'll be set.