The old days....
I was rereading my journal entries from back in the day when I blogged on Blurty ( Yes, I went WAYYY back) and my entries were so much more upbeat and optimistic. Yes, I knew I had problems, but they didn't seem to way to heavily for to long. And life was relativly good. As time has gone by, and as 22 years old was replaced by 23, then 24, and now almost 25, I have seen a gradual and obvious shift in my mood and outlook. My journal entries aren't whimsical and about life. All they report are doom and gloom. When did I become so beaten down? And as someone asked Brandon, why am I constantly in a bad mood? How has life already gotten to me when I am supposed to be at a point where I am living large and enjoying being an educated young woman with the world at her feet. What happened?