And as of today...
I'm still a scared little man!
Since my last entry, Lindsay, has left to Cali. I miss her SOO much but what am I to do? I can't really tell her that 'I miss you more then anything' NO I can just say 'Hey, I miss you.' That be it Captain!
Again since my last post, I went and BOUGHT "How to Deal" is that not the saddest thing you've ever heard? I BOUGHT IT on DVD! It reminds me soo much of Lindsay!
GrRRR, whats my problem? I can't get her face out of my head. I've almost been thinking about her non-stop for months now. I'm so horrible. Today my good friend, Stacey, wanted everyone to get together because she was leaving for FL on Monday and wasn't going to see anyone for like 6-7months... (Which her leaving made me think about Lindsay leaving, but anywho...) She wanted to go to the "Midnight Rodeo" and I'm not a dancer/looker/anything even close to being COOL, and I've never wanted to go to this plave before, but she wanted to so I went. I felt bad when I even looked over and saw another girl. I felt like I was cheating or something on a girl I'm not even with. I feel like I don't want anyone else but her, knowing well and good, that my luck isn't that well (and good). I could only see her and I talking in my truck and me ttying to touch her stomach (SOO BEAUTIFUL, everything about her is... AHHH)
Maybe I should quit typing. I know eventually she'll read this and then I'll be screwed.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm such a dumb fucking idiot.
Peace.
J.R. Dubya
Since my last entry, Lindsay, has left to Cali. I miss her SOO much but what am I to do? I can't really tell her that 'I miss you more then anything' NO I can just say 'Hey, I miss you.' That be it Captain!
Again since my last post, I went and BOUGHT "How to Deal" is that not the saddest thing you've ever heard? I BOUGHT IT on DVD! It reminds me soo much of Lindsay!
GrRRR, whats my problem? I can't get her face out of my head. I've almost been thinking about her non-stop for months now. I'm so horrible. Today my good friend, Stacey, wanted everyone to get together because she was leaving for FL on Monday and wasn't going to see anyone for like 6-7months... (Which her leaving made me think about Lindsay leaving, but anywho...) She wanted to go to the "Midnight Rodeo" and I'm not a dancer/looker/anything even close to being COOL, and I've never wanted to go to this plave before, but she wanted to so I went. I felt bad when I even looked over and saw another girl. I felt like I was cheating or something on a girl I'm not even with. I feel like I don't want anyone else but her, knowing well and good, that my luck isn't that well (and good). I could only see her and I talking in my truck and me ttying to touch her stomach (SOO BEAUTIFUL, everything about her is... AHHH)
Maybe I should quit typing. I know eventually she'll read this and then I'll be screwed.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm such a dumb fucking idiot.
Peace.
J.R. Dubya